Breakfast: Eggs (over easy), rye toast (extra buttery), bacon (perfect), hash browns (extra crispy), coffee (lots)
Lunch: Sushi, cherries
Dinner: Braunschweiger liver sausage on rice crackers, more cherries
this morning was a small group again. One of my friends gave me a fat
quarter pack of Hot Wheels fabric, six different patterns. I will use
it for part of the car tote and play mat that I am making for the grandbabies.
The friend who wanted all of my good dishes and most of my daily dishes
and the coffee machine for her sister was not able to come today and
will not be able to for at least a month, so those things were left at
the charity shop with all the rest of my crap. It is becoming a relief
to see this stuff go, and I am hoping that I just keep on picking up
I talked to the guy who was taking the donations and
asked if they were really serious about allowing me to fill up the van
with books that they would unload into their huge basket rack things.
He said that was fine. I also asked if they would like me to call ahead
and he said that would be nice.
Two more stops for a new kitchen garbage pail, and some small stuff for my mentee.
The discount store had a little kiosk thing with the school supply
lists for all of the area schools. Very cool, so I took one for her
school and picked out a glittery spiral notebook, some stickers and a
couple of fat quarters with which to make a small pencil pouch to
Then to the grocery store where the computers had a fit,
which locked-down a few of the check-out registers, which then
freaked-out a few of the customers. It was actually kind of nice, as we
all stood in lines, chatting and most likely being thrilled that we did
not have to go out into the terrible heat. And, man, was it hot today
or what! All I wanted was a nap when I got home,but I have held off
because these naps are messing up my schedule. Well, they would if I
had a schedule, which I do not, but, just saying. I should not need to
nap to keep from collapsing nearly every day. Maybe I need vitamins or
something. It cannot be my diet, because I am eating better and making
much healthier choices all the damn time. It cannot be connected to
nutritional issues. Nope.
I wanted to stay up late and roast the
chicken I bought for making soup, but I am going to try to get it all
done tomorrow. If I can stay awake long enough, that is.
the person who betrayed me called this past week. We talked and it is
clear that the belief that nothing bad was done is still there. Firmly
entrenched. Never to be moved. I love this person so much and I have
much work to do there because I realized, during our conversation, that I
am still in pain over this and that I am holding a whole shitload of
Please, just tell me that you are sorry, so that I can take a breath that does not hurt. Please.