Lunch: Crackers and, later, chocolate
Dinner: Meat
So, I wonder if it is true that things fall apart so that other things can fall together. I hope so, because that old interpersonal stuff is crumbling like the proverbial cookie. You know, I am trying to minimize the stressors here and I am also wondering about that. Maybe making nice and always defusing stuff is not the best way to handle that person. I just do not know.
What I do know is that someone who is not me is trying to mess with some of my projects, most especially a couple of the travel ones. Someone who is not me refuses to come along on any of these tiny trips, even if I pay for everything, and even though someone who is not me has more resources than any six people could ever use. Just shakin' my noggin about all of the crap that went down today.
I am not much for praying, although I believe it to be a worthy endeavour. Still, given the dynamics around here lately, I was totally enchanted by this poster I saw on Pinterest tonight. And, clearly, I am incapable of leaving something worthy alone and changed the obvious parts. Still works, though.
I pray
...for my someone-who-is-not-me to have a relationship with a higher power.
...that blessings would shower on my someone-who-is-not-me.
...for my someone-who-is-not-me to be a strong and ethical leader for our family.
...for my someone-who-is-not-me to love me deeply, but really, I would settle for even a bit less dislike.
...for my someone-who-is-not-me to have a heart for our children and their children.
...for my someone-who-is-not-me to make wise (and did I mention ethical) choices.
...for my someone-who-is-not-me to experience wonderful physical, emotional and mental health.
...for my someone-who-is-not-me to prosper at everything desired, work, play, everything.
...for my someone-who-is-not-me to manifest ethical interpersonal relationships.
...that I will always feel and express respect, grace, kindness and flat-out love for someone-who-is-not-me, always and most especially when none of that is offered to me, yeah, most especially then.
Anyway, not too badly of the whole eating thing today, although there seems to be a serious lack of vegetables lately, and, seriously, corn does not qualify as a healthy vegetable. Really. I guess it has to count for at least eating breakfast, though, yes?
I am planning on concentrating on the remote possibility that some new things will fall into something useful. Not holding my breath, but still holding the hope. I am holding and grateful to the Universe that I have my work and friends and stuff, because I am sorely tested here at home and as unsuccessful at making this work that it is possible to be. Back on the better track tomorrow and the next day and...
GP. One of my most favorite so far. Softly.
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